Endless, or Not?

Tonight seems longer than others

Today seemed shorter than it should.

I remind myself every day of why...

And then drown in my thoughts. 

Sometimes, I just miss him.

The rain falls into my hands and I just sit there,

remembering when...

remembering smiles...

remembering hurt...
remembering love...

Sometimes, I just lay there.

I have sat in the dark and cleared my mind.

I have laid in my bed trying to sleep.

I have tried counting sheep to pass time.

I have laid there holding...me.

Sometimes, I just miss him.

I have a lot of  'sometimes'

And I have a lot of 'wishes'

Perhaps,even a lot of  'what if's'

But it doesn't stop me from missing him.

~~grb 2012~~