The wayward winds came down crashing
Like a hurricane in my midst.
I stayed back without a reaction
But in my head it was a mess.
The night still fell but I could tell
The anger hasn't left
The thickened fog that wrapped around me
Was bound to do its best.
A tattered shirt and dirty jeans
Reminded me of what was
The resentment hanging in the air
Left my mind in a thickened fuzz.
A walk on down memory lane
Can cost one's mind their sanity
The happy smiles and cold denials
Will lead them to their vanity.
I drift and stare then disappear
Into another life I can call my own
Carrying my burdens and pain in my heart
I am determined to be alone.
I dare not to care and dare not to bleed
Out to anyone that thinks they have earned
A place in my life as the #1
For that, I do not need.
The wayward winds came down crashing
And I stood here calm and alone
I stayed back without a reaction
For the outcome, I have always known.
~~grb 2012--
For you, JB
