Falling Through Fog: To Change My Ways

Falling Through Fog: To Change My Ways: I fell years ago…I fell into something I didn’t want…didn’t need I fell into a place I shouldn’t have asked for trying to find who I was. I...

In time....

I dont want to feel like this

but time is giving up now. 

I dont know what I was thinking...

that the tables would change somehow.

How does one keep on going

knowing things cant stay the same? 

And the more you try to force it  

even faster comes the change. 

Driving all night and I'm thinking

that the rain, it has to stop. 

That the storm has to calm down soon

Because the sun aint got a shot! 

I just wanna keep on driving

Flying on through the lights

Need to drive onto the beach

Where I feel the most alive! 

I dont want to feel this way 

But time is giving up on me. 

I dont know what I was thinking

Rushing through the possibilities...

Take me now...

Down to the beach. 

Hold me now...

It's all slipping away from me. 

How does one keep on going

without inevitably going insane?   

and the more you try to keep it 

even faster comes the change.

~~GRB 09/2015~~