Can't Fix It

 You

 can't make it right

You can't make it better

You can't fix the hole

and it keeps getting bigger. 

You know what is wrong

You can't make it right

You can't fill the darkness

When you can't find the light. 

You just can't.

Dropping like weeds

The flowers just die

Nothing is forever

Now that aint no lie

Closing my eyes

Doesn't mean its gone

Forgetting everything

Makes it more wrong.

I just can't fix it.

Engulfed in the flames

Of a well lit fire

No water to pour

No love undesired

Drench me in my blood

Of what could have been

Memories that linger

Capturing me within.

Sometimes I feel flattened

Sometimes I am numb

Sometimes I feel beaten

Sometimes I feel dumb

There are moments of truth

That perhaps I wish weren't

I am drinking down this bottle

So I don't feel the hurt.

~~grb~~ 

2013

I just can't fix it.