To Believe It All

I lay awake at night in my cold bed

thinking of life and things that surround it.

I lay awake looking out the window

Thinking of the years of the stars

How we all disappear but they remain.

The oceans will fade away

The twinkle in each ones eyes die out

The dirt remains with nothing growing

Memories we fight so hard to have...to keep...

Yet who will be here to remember?

The fog fades into the night

And I lay here wondering  who will remember me?

And for what reason may I cross their mind?

If I cross it at all in this busy world of lost souls.

Nothing dreary here...just simple words...

Words that may mean nothing at all in years to come.

But as I lay here, I think of faith, love, miracles

All which just are said to simply exist...

Just because they do.

I am not so sure. 

Everything you are taught to believe...

All the things that show no proof of existence

But we are just expected to believe it all...

To live by it all. 

Sometimes I wish I wasn't such a "see it to believe it"

Kind of girl.

~~grb 12/2012~~