Sometimes....

Sometimes I wish I could erase yesterday.

Sometimes I wish I could fast forward through tomorrow. 

And then sometimes I wish I could delete today...

Sometimes...

I wake up to early in the morning

I sleep too little at night.

I dress in sweats because it fits

And my ponytail is held too tight.

Sometimes...

Sometimes I wish my mind could work with my heart

And that my mind would work with my feet

And then maybe I wouldn't stumble across myself,

or stumble at all.

Sometimes....

I wish I could forget my heart

I wish I would never dream

Sometimes I wish for nothing....

 

But sometimes...

I lay awake at night...

Stretched across my sheets

Wishing for a good dream

Wrapping the blankets around me.

Tonight...

I wish I wasn't hugging myself

And laying in the cold.

I wish it wasn't the blankets 

That were there to keep me warm.

Sometimes....

~~grb  2012~~